The Average Hell House Stories Chapter 1:The Days That Went By.....

Lucifer's Stories.................

hi,my names amber krista.and yes i am a little devil inside.

but mostly im the kind of girl that would be playing my guitar,

drawing my life,honestly living in hell,and well the list just keeps going on.

now let me ask you a question.........

who in this world might not think that life is sometimes hell on earth??


truth is in a way it kindda is cuz well,u get punished for little sins on earth and the bigger ones when u die.


though u never know how big or painfull each punishment will become.


for me a punishment is each day.........wondering......waiting.......

hating your life......your self..........being alone.......with all kinds of confusion

then comes memories.................hmmmm..........??????

actually i waant 2 tell u about rejection.......that i can mostly go through everyday,

it always begins with a guy doesnt it??? well of course yes.....well here it goes....


theres this guy i know rite???and well i really liked him.even though he makes up all kinds of lies i just totally ignore them.....

thing is he had hurt my feelings so much!i mean honestly if u didn't wanna be friends you could honestly tell me cuz i can face rejection everyday.......

no matter what i kept thinking 2 my self that i was never good enough 4 this guy......

that he didnt like me cuz he probably thought i look ugly and well all kinds of other things guys usually think about girls like me....

well at first when we got 2 know each other he seemed nice,understanding and kind i guess.but now .......


he is soooooooooooo different and i guess he became like that after he saw how i looked like cuz it probably shocked him that i wasnt that hot or maby at all.days went by......and then weeks......


and maby after 2 weeks went pass i would try talking 2 him thinking well guys need space and well thats when i knew i was silently under rejection..........

then the days that went by made me soooooooo deppressed and i couldnt think or feel happy or smile even if i tried to and now my lifes a living hell.................


if only life was ever so kind??????well keep reading my blog 2 know what went on in my daily life...........

muahxxxiiiiieeeessssss chaws!