The Average Hell House Stories Chapter 2:The Never Ending Love Stories

Theres a story about me and him.Even though I have the words to say,I just don’t know where to begin.When you feel as if everything in the world just seems perfect,sometimes it can jut give you a huge slap on your face.i got that slap,and now I jut cant erase the pain.Its like trying to bleech of a huge permenant ink stain from of your shirt or just washing your hands continuesly hopping that the blood stains will wash away.Though instead this time,its been bleeched permenantly to my heart.You know the feeling you get when you find someone you think is perfectly right for you and you just try to do whatever you can just to say hi.Well I didn’t give up so easily.I first met him on the day of my parents anniversary and well since then I never stopped thinking of him.well we did become friends after I waited about 5 months yeah things were great.At first everything seemed right.He was carring,sweet and kind and I was well ….i was just me.then it all changed when we started talking online.when he saw my display pic he probably thought what the fuck I couldn’t attract a hotter chick instead got its dump bag.so I figuered that the reason we talked less was cuz he thought I wasn’t preety enough to be his friend.then he started lieng.Again and again right to my face!It just kept on coming lie after lie after lie.I knew that he was lieng though I just wanted to see how much more I could take of it and of how many moe lies he would make.Well thing was that even though I liked him, I wanted our relationship to be nothing more then a friend ship as I knew that there was no deffinet possibility that he would possibly like me.Even though I was patient with the ways he was strting to treat me I just kept a silent distance.It was a week before his b’day and well I wanted to get him a present and I had been hasseling my friend to get the shirt that I had spaecailly ordered for him.Though when it finally arrvied I hadnt a clue what to do with it as every way I tried to give it to him never seemed to work.He avoided answering my calls and it made me really hurt!I felt like throwing every poem I wrote about him including his birthday present to his face!To tell you the truth I really was at the point of couldn’t careless about him.All I wanted to really say to him was that [‘It is really getting tierring how you treat me!i will admit I like you but want our realtionship to be no more then just friends!If you don’t want to be friends just say so becouse I don’t want to waste my time smsing you thinking you actually care when you don’t give a fuck so if you please just give me a simple yes or no so that I can throw away your present in the rubbish bin where it should really belong!]These are all the actuall words I really want to say to him.Though I really have to find a good time to do it!So wish me all the luck so I can finish chapter two of The Average Hell House Stories!