So i'm waiting for this test to end,
So these lighter days can soon begin,
I'll be alone by maybe more carefree,
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly ,
I was afraid to be alone ,
Now im scared thats how id like to be,
All the faces none the same,
How can there be so many personalities,
So many lifeless empty hands,
So many hearts in great demand,
And now my sorrow seems to far away,
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away till these rainy days that make them stay,
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs,
And the words still ring, once here now gone,
And they echo through my head everyday ,
And i dont think they'll ever go away,
Just like tihnking of your childhood home ,
But we cant go back were on our own,
But i'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself,
Ill find it in myself ,
So were speeding towards that time of year,
To the day that marks your not here,
And i think i'll want to be alone,
So please understand that i dont answer the phone,
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls,
Untill i can see nothing at all,
Only particles some fast some slow ,
All i can see is all i know,
But i'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself,
I'll find it in myself,
November.......
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