Always About A Boy
So far, every single one of the guys of whom I liked, had never felt the same for me. It always turns out wrong and goes the wrong direction and at the end of the day, I end up with a broken heart. It’s not that I don’t know why this happens but I am starting to figure them all out bit by bit and drawn out conclusions to this theory I have found. The first thing that guys LOVE about girls is:
1: Guys like feminine girly girls
2: Guys like girls that have a nice body because face doesn’t matter
3: Guys like girls whom are demure and talk lesser then they do
4: Guys don’t like girls that talk to them too often
5: Guys like girls whom are flat chessted or do not have overly sized boobs
6: Guys do not get attracted to girls that have a lot in common with them
7: Guys tend to break girls hearts without noticing
8: Guys are blinded by their thoughts and feeling and wants
9: Guys don’t like girls that are insecure of how they look
10: Guys don’t like girls that complain to them
11: Guys can an cannot be honest to girls when it comes to looks because they avoid insulting unless they are the straightforward type
12: Guys will always have more than one girl in their life which they have a lot of feelings for, and that makes it hard to put trust in them
13: Guys like girls to have bigger egos than them so that they wouldn’t have too many problems
As stated above, I can never seem to get a guy because I am none of the above. What hurt me even more is that all the guys that I liked have been falling for my friends. I partially blame myself on all this but how could anyone blame me for being proud of my friends and posing with them in pictures. Guys that I have met always seem to be looking at the girl beside me and asking me about them. It makes me feel so hurt inside that even though I am not yet dead, I am already treated as if I was invincible. It’s this face and body I have that makes guys run away. Though I thought long and hard about this matter, I know some girls with bigger everything’s than me yet have so many boyfriends running from all parts of the world for them. The medium range of girls in not accepted. I am neither here nor there. You have to either have a perfect body/skinny and flat chessted or you have to be oversized with everything then u can turn heads. Girls like me are like outcasts, they never get the guy but their always the middle person in handling relationships. Seeing my friend run off into the night with the guy of my dreams isn’t exactly my idea of a happy ending. I am reminded daily by my family that I am not good looking and I don’t have a nice body. It’s hard to try satisfying everyone. Even my friends are embarrassed by me and avoid going out with me. My sister had just admitted that she is and my mum is too. It’s a sad fact to know. So can you imagine if my own family is embarrassed by my figure and looks, than what more would other people think of me? They would probably be saying worse things behind my back! I’ve been the audience as people fell in love. I would always be the one chasing and running after the guy in a triangle. Just like in ‘My Best Friends Wedding’ the movie, she chased for her friend that was in love with someone else, yet no one chased after her and she ended up feeling sad having to give him up. That’s exactly how I feel accept that it is in a different situation but same conclusion.. HaizL
So far, every single one of the guys of whom I liked, had never felt the same for me. It always turns out wrong and goes the wrong direction and at the end of the day, I end up with a broken heart. It’s not that I don’t know why this happens but I am starting to figure them all out bit by bit and drawn out conclusions to this theory I have found. The first thing that guys LOVE about girls is:
1: Guys like feminine girly girls
2: Guys like girls that have a nice body because face doesn’t matter
3: Guys like girls whom are demure and talk lesser then they do
4: Guys don’t like girls that talk to them too often
5: Guys like girls whom are flat chessted or do not have overly sized boobs
6: Guys do not get attracted to girls that have a lot in common with them
7: Guys tend to break girls hearts without noticing
8: Guys are blinded by their thoughts and feeling and wants
9: Guys don’t like girls that are insecure of how they look
10: Guys don’t like girls that complain to them
11: Guys can an cannot be honest to girls when it comes to looks because they avoid insulting unless they are the straightforward type
12: Guys will always have more than one girl in their life which they have a lot of feelings for, and that makes it hard to put trust in them
13: Guys like girls to have bigger egos than them so that they wouldn’t have too many problems
As stated above, I can never seem to get a guy because I am none of the above. What hurt me even more is that all the guys that I liked have been falling for my friends. I partially blame myself on all this but how could anyone blame me for being proud of my friends and posing with them in pictures. Guys that I have met always seem to be looking at the girl beside me and asking me about them. It makes me feel so hurt inside that even though I am not yet dead, I am already treated as if I was invincible. It’s this face and body I have that makes guys run away. Though I thought long and hard about this matter, I know some girls with bigger everything’s than me yet have so many boyfriends running from all parts of the world for them. The medium range of girls in not accepted. I am neither here nor there. You have to either have a perfect body/skinny and flat chessted or you have to be oversized with everything then u can turn heads. Girls like me are like outcasts, they never get the guy but their always the middle person in handling relationships. Seeing my friend run off into the night with the guy of my dreams isn’t exactly my idea of a happy ending. I am reminded daily by my family that I am not good looking and I don’t have a nice body. It’s hard to try satisfying everyone. Even my friends are embarrassed by me and avoid going out with me. My sister had just admitted that she is and my mum is too. It’s a sad fact to know. So can you imagine if my own family is embarrassed by my figure and looks, than what more would other people think of me? They would probably be saying worse things behind my back! I’ve been the audience as people fell in love. I would always be the one chasing and running after the guy in a triangle. Just like in ‘My Best Friends Wedding’ the movie, she chased for her friend that was in love with someone else, yet no one chased after her and she ended up feeling sad having to give him up. That’s exactly how I feel accept that it is in a different situation but same conclusion.. HaizL
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